To begin to heal

Well, I've been home a few days and the injured space on my face isn't as angry. It's beginning to itch. The bandage (feels like a face cast sort of, really hard) is starting to peel off.

I'm a little nervous about that. To see what I have to "work with" so to speak. There is one area under my eye that was pretty intense and has been painful. So I'm hoping that it will not be a difficult area to look at.

I am going to Herbs and Arts on Thursday to see Mama Bear Kaewyn. She is a beautiful woman who is rightfully called Mama Bear. We are going to make me an herbal aromatherapy blend and look through some stones. Maybe get a ring and just heal the faerie way.

The first time I ever went into her store I cried for 45 minutes. She took me into the back room where she had this amazing shrine built to Gaia and said that it was pretty normal. That those things happen in her store alot.

Sooooo, since my magical Jamie is not local I will go sit with Kaewyn. Jamie turned me on to this scent she had created and it's all I think about. So I'm going to get the oils at the store. I know it won't be Jamie's (pouting) but it will still work I think. Kaewyn has very good Juju.

I'm finally ready to begin the spirit and soul healing now that the physical part is not so in my face (pardon the pun).

I have been very hooked on Amythest. It just feels sooooo soothing. I actually sleep with a very smooth stone in the palm of my hand and it is like a warm blanket of light. I have also been really deeply focused on the colors of orange, magenta, red, green and gold. Which are all brilliant colors of the heart chakra. And I can say with all honesty that I am positive that was opened in this process. Opened up wide and clear.

So my paintings (that I am struggling with showing and sharing) are all reflective of that at this time.

If you know my work, I very seldom if ever work in magenta and pink.

All the faeries coming through (four of them) are males. That too is very interesting. Warrior, guardian, healing, emerging.

My husband is ready to jump back on the horse (if you know what I mean) and I guess the feeling sexy part just hasn't shown up yet. Maybe Jamie (hint hint) will send me a bit of her Jasmine salts so I can get my mojo goin'.

Anyway, that's what up here.

Oh, and mental note to self, DO NOT watch Mary Shelly's Frankenstien (the one with Robert Deniro) after a trip like this. Not so good for the brain.